The Moon was so round and Big,
Under that Sad and Lonely Shore.
I thought about Diving in.
Detroit Seemed So Close.
And I Knew that If I Dived in, I Would Die of Hypothermia Halfway through.
It really seemed like a good way to die.
Dying under a big round sad moon, shedding all of it's Incredibly Pretty Light, Under My Blue Sad Cold Dead Corpse floating under than Never Ending Lake.
It Was a Good Night.
for My standards.
I was drinking with a friend that I love very much,
On the doorsteps of a church, I find really romantic.
In the middle of the night,
With that intense moonlight.
We where talking about our Transexual ex Girl Friends.
Telling each other how shitty it was In our own particular Situations.
She Started, That was great.
God It's nice to hear stories like that. ( I Don't Believe in Him, Calling upon him just sound so big, that is for the record)
Anyways, Having some of my mind back felt like a really warm stress release.
Not like it matters in the great scheme of things, Nothing really does.
Then I had this Brilliant Idea.
The Best I had so far.
I Called it "Pretend"
Lets pretend we are this or that, Lets Pretend life is easy, Sex Is Easy (The simplest thing in the world turned into a nightmare) Love Is easy, Money Is easy (Which I don't Really care Much to start with).
I believe that everything you had felt has been felt by absolutely everybody around you.
It's just about the way you react to it, or them.
Even those filthy hobboes,
I Don't like them, they always call me a fag.
Not like I care anyways
A fool's Paradise, think of the great story of "Brave New World"
Worldwide Happiness turned into a lack of soul.
Who am I to judge anyways, Im Just a Mortal. Like You.
And I knew there was a world outside.
I should go buy some milk....
(cows titties)
