I met Christina The other day.
She has been a lot less fun to me lately.
It breaks my heart only halfway though.
She has been on schizophrenic injections lately.
One every month.
She is a lot less crazy therefore a lot less interesting to me.
Yet a lot more Human.
Which makes me feel bad since that would mean I use the mentally diseased for my entertainment and I might Just be one.
When you are on anti schizo injections an obvious side effect is that you cannot get pregnant.
You are sterile.
Bone dry. Maybe would be a good thing, since when I met her, she was too sexual and twisted.
She would scream out loud about fucking babies in the face while pregnant and stuff like that.
I liked that.
She has become too serious since she has been on those injections.
I don't know how to feel.
She has become more sensical, thats for sure.
But at he price of becoming boring to me.
Yet Not savable.
She never understood what Joy Division Was so its all forgiven dear.
n.n
Monday, May 13, 2013
Brothels In the Dark
My Prostitute "Escort" Friend Came to Visit the Other Day.
.... People Like to Sugar Coat Words.
Not that I care Much really.
I know a couple of prostitutes.
Well, That's a Lie.
I know 2, One Male and one Female.
The Male one is extremely, creepily close to the way my mindset is.
I like him very much.
He is a Homosexual whore.
He is not gay, He is Bisexual.
Pansexual really but let's not get fancy here.
I Have a feeling that he is into females like myself (It took a whole bunch of homosexual make out sessions to discover that)
Not that I care much really. I won't care about your opinion unless I Love you anyways.
Very goth, very good looking, incredibly interesting to talk to, Very easy to like.
Very sophisticated, emotional, and passionate.
He is in the the very Nihilistic spectrum.
He and I are In the Field where your words float and explode in the horizon but there's no one to hear them or to care for them, So you can do as you please since you will die at some point and Somebody calling you a faggot won't matter.
I haven't heard of him in months, I hope he is doing alright.
I never got too deep into what was it like to sell your asshole.
But for our mindset and for what I know about him it would be something like.
"It's like allowing someone to put dirt in your eyes on purpose. When you don't want it of course."
Survival of the fittest.
And leaner and sexier I guess.
I Feel Really Bad For Her But I Have Done As Much as I can In My power to Really help this female human.
She Doesn't Like to Read So I Know She Won't Read this... Even if She did She would Be too Fucked up to Care.
She doesn't like to think eather, it's easy for her to say "Hey you sexy guy "(insert this task)" for me.
I told her that her body and pussy won't be popular forever. But she has some mental issues as well. So I am Not qualified to say shit really.
Apparently when she was 16 she was kicked out of her home, and Her boyfriend at that time made her have orgies constantly with his friends.
Orgies of 5 to six people with a 16 years old, You Know, ass and pussy quadruple threesomes, stuff like that.
She said that she felt dirty, but I haven't asked her about further feelings. I will soon.
She came visit me 2 days ago, maybe 3 who cares really.
The place that she works is a brothel.
She has to fuck 6 to 5 people a day.
She told me that 75 to 80 percent of the fucks suck pretty bad.
Most of them are muslim dudes, and they have twisted dicks according to her.
You know when you are a young boy (If you are uncircumcised of course) and your daddy tells you (My mother did since I don't have a dad) That you have to pull down the skin of your dick down to make it look like a mushroom?
Aparently their dad didn't cause its a sin,
They make her pay 40 bucks to stay per night in there, She is pretty dumb in the sense that she makes a whole bunch of money enough to rent an apartment but c'est le vie.
Well in this guys culture (according to her) touching your dick is a sin, so they never pull down that, and your dick ends up bending in an evil way since there is nowhere to grow.
And all their dicks end up growing like evil twisted branches, and cum extremely fast.
Don't quote me though.
She came for a short bit, She helped me getting a couch inside of my place, She dropped it on her foot inside of my building.
There was so much blood all over, There was blood on the aisles, on the floor, On my walls. Lots of it.
I didin't want to touch it, but it was there, Like some virulent plague.
____________
She told me that for you to be able to fuck that much you have to be on something.
She does crack every once in a while.
She doesn't smoke it though. She snorts it.
I never heard of someone doing it that way really.
I mean the stones are very crystal like. I would not advice that.
But that doesn't fuck your gums....
So after that you would be out of it. She is always high and or drunk.
I told her about my suicidal stage in the winter, I said.
Hey dear, I was so sad a couple of months ago, I wanted to die.
I had a whiskey bottle a day. I stood home without going out or showering for 2 months maybe 3 . Just Because. Nothingness.
She didin't listen. Don't try reasoning with starfishes.
Then I met This Human. But thats another story cupcake.
A rainbow emerged.
.... People Like to Sugar Coat Words.
Not that I care Much really.
I know a couple of prostitutes.
Well, That's a Lie.
I know 2, One Male and one Female.
The Male one is extremely, creepily close to the way my mindset is.
I like him very much.
He is a Homosexual whore.
He is not gay, He is Bisexual.
Pansexual really but let's not get fancy here.
I Have a feeling that he is into females like myself (It took a whole bunch of homosexual make out sessions to discover that)
Not that I care much really. I won't care about your opinion unless I Love you anyways.
Very goth, very good looking, incredibly interesting to talk to, Very easy to like.
Very sophisticated, emotional, and passionate.
He is in the the very Nihilistic spectrum.
He and I are In the Field where your words float and explode in the horizon but there's no one to hear them or to care for them, So you can do as you please since you will die at some point and Somebody calling you a faggot won't matter.
I haven't heard of him in months, I hope he is doing alright.
I never got too deep into what was it like to sell your asshole.
But for our mindset and for what I know about him it would be something like.
"It's like allowing someone to put dirt in your eyes on purpose. When you don't want it of course."
Survival of the fittest.
And leaner and sexier I guess.
I Feel Really Bad For Her But I Have Done As Much as I can In My power to Really help this female human.
She Doesn't Like to Read So I Know She Won't Read this... Even if She did She would Be too Fucked up to Care.
She doesn't like to think eather, it's easy for her to say "Hey you sexy guy "(insert this task)" for me.
I told her that her body and pussy won't be popular forever. But she has some mental issues as well. So I am Not qualified to say shit really.
Apparently when she was 16 she was kicked out of her home, and Her boyfriend at that time made her have orgies constantly with his friends.
Orgies of 5 to six people with a 16 years old, You Know, ass and pussy quadruple threesomes, stuff like that.
She said that she felt dirty, but I haven't asked her about further feelings. I will soon.
She came visit me 2 days ago, maybe 3 who cares really.
The place that she works is a brothel.
She has to fuck 6 to 5 people a day.
She told me that 75 to 80 percent of the fucks suck pretty bad.
Most of them are muslim dudes, and they have twisted dicks according to her.
You know when you are a young boy (If you are uncircumcised of course) and your daddy tells you (My mother did since I don't have a dad) That you have to pull down the skin of your dick down to make it look like a mushroom?
Aparently their dad didn't cause its a sin,
They make her pay 40 bucks to stay per night in there, She is pretty dumb in the sense that she makes a whole bunch of money enough to rent an apartment but c'est le vie.
Well in this guys culture (according to her) touching your dick is a sin, so they never pull down that, and your dick ends up bending in an evil way since there is nowhere to grow.
And all their dicks end up growing like evil twisted branches, and cum extremely fast.
Don't quote me though.
She came for a short bit, She helped me getting a couch inside of my place, She dropped it on her foot inside of my building.
There was so much blood all over, There was blood on the aisles, on the floor, On my walls. Lots of it.
I didin't want to touch it, but it was there, Like some virulent plague.
____________
She told me that for you to be able to fuck that much you have to be on something.
She does crack every once in a while.
She doesn't smoke it though. She snorts it.
I never heard of someone doing it that way really.
I mean the stones are very crystal like. I would not advice that.
But that doesn't fuck your gums....
So after that you would be out of it. She is always high and or drunk.
I told her about my suicidal stage in the winter, I said.
Hey dear, I was so sad a couple of months ago, I wanted to die.
I had a whiskey bottle a day. I stood home without going out or showering for 2 months maybe 3 . Just Because. Nothingness.
She didin't listen. Don't try reasoning with starfishes.
Then I met This Human. But thats another story cupcake.
A rainbow emerged.
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