Specially weird when you are alone .
Or want to be alone. Or end up being alone.
Or desire to be alone but can't quite get it right.
The children are playing outside. I could go to my balcony naked and piss in their field if I wanted too. I could scream swear words naked. They would be forced to watch me. There wouldn't be a gain for me I suppose.
Birds chirp. Mindless birds. They have no idea with their insect brains.
My schizo friend called me today. She is very hot. Like the kind of hot you want to fuck. No sense in her speech. But sounded exiting.
