The couples where kissing

I was standing there,

The couples where kissing,

Doing drugs,

I couldn't relate as much with the first part since I was high on uppers too.

Not sure what my gf was thinking but I was happy to not being alone and have her by my side.

Dangerous vibe but exciting, people having sex, finger fucking in the washroom until 10 am this day.

I wish I could afford this more often, maybe soon.

Her dreams seemed to be more logical now , and I'm happy to hear. Music is my life and it's what's make me feel Alive,

Feel.

Hugs you lovely douchey dear <3

In the dark, of the forbidden, breaking the law, a sense of danger turns you and me on. And for me

Authenticity. Behind me the clouds roared and showered me with pieces of ice. I was breathing heavily in the forest with wet feet. Early in the morning. Sucking it all in. 

Si si

It's so early for me but I am awake, the sun shines in a very beautiful way in the field of my building. I know since I took a minute to see when I went to pee. My cat got free of the washroom when I went in. She is very horny she is in heat I don't really want to wake up. Or to listen to music or to I don't know. Then I discovered a hole in my wall. A bit away of my wine bottle and I talked to it. Got sicken of talking to my cat asking her to become a dog. The gaping hole In the wall told me I was a lunatic, that I have gone mad, I told it a story, I said dear wall do you know how Salvador Dali died? Dehydration. The guy couldn't just die like everybody else. Or hang himself in a closet while masturbating and screaming. No. His heart was torn when his cheating wife died. So he stopped drinking water and died horribly, painfully and slow.  Genghis khan? He bled out to death from his dick. Look it up. He conquered the biggest empire in history but got his dick cut out by a woman and died. I stood up with my maked up face stared at the cat for a second. Nobody is going to fuck you love. Most likely you'll get your reproductive organs cut out. In a selfish way humanity enslave  creatures for their entertainment. 

Voila

So you are in love,

Please tell me how it feels?

Does it feel warm or you are doing it because you are supposed to?

Your love might not be true, maybe you just wanted to recreate what your mother had with you.

I have experienced true love and that's not what you are. This is not a cbc special. This is you and it's the air you are  breathing. Right here right now. 

It seeps on you but so does feces in a public toilet.  

Death in life. You can't escape death but you can death in life. I'm off, no shot guns.

Voila!

125 milligrams

Sometimes the best medicine is 125 milligrams of forget. If you can't get that percocets work really well, said my dreamy friend.

The drowning of time occurs from time to time, it feels like cold water in your shoulder. Wasting emotions feels like cold ugly tea. 

I was told about a sad British man that was in love with a woman that was never meant to be his.

Blonde hair young and unshaven.

Not sure when it is set, but this woman fucked this guy up. 

The guy was going to rape her but as she saw the knife she dug her ring in his eye. Violent enough there has to be a pop. There is lots of water in your eye.

Believe me.

She stabbed his dick while he was confused about his eye. The end.

The world was on fire

Everything looked a bit grey but you felt warm by my side.

At least I wasn't alone, but to admit that I liked it felt foul.

Rain was pouring from my window on a cold December night. Beggars asking for money or redemption which I have none.

I was having random thoughts about what makes you alive and what makes you you. 

But none came out. At least not from my mouth.

Then there was tears and nonsense. Sour nonsense filled with apathy.

The world was on fire.