Let Me Perish

Hold me in your arms until I wither and die.
Crush me, break me, hurt me.
Make my last moments on earth feel like I mattered.
But most importantly like I was loved and cherished.
Let me perish with a smile even if it's wet with tears.
I want to feel special as my final last breath evacuates my body and my soul evacuates earth.
Let me perish with a smile even if it feels I will no longer hear music and will no longer feel your lips.
Let me perish even knowing I will never feel your warmth again.
Let me evacuate earth, where I no longer see the stars while laying down in the grass.
And no longer hear the rain, hear the sounds of rushing water or smell the earth.
Where I no longer be pretty again as I will die, but my soul will vanish triumphantly.
Let me touch your face.
Let me feel your breath.
Let me touch your breast and feel your heart.
Let me hug you as I perish.
Let me embrace perdition as we will soon be one.
Let me look at you in the eye as I passionately grab your neck with one hand with tears in my eyes and evacuate earth.