Have you ever stopped to think when did the future turned to be a Promise and Became a Threat?
I think it's hard enough to find a reason not to kill yourself.
Let alone grab a machine gun and go on a killing spree saying afterwards that the Christ told you Right in your face.
Saying that you've been touched by god.
Like Joan of Arc.
As far as I know thats a Direct diagnosis of schizophrenia.
Having a Nice warm Blood splat in your chest.
I really don't want to kill anyone, I swear.
Just me.
Intensively.
That was me about 4 months ago.
I tried about 3 things, None of them worked.
One night I had 3 40's of whiskey. I ended up puking out so much. So much Bile.
There's a critical point in your body that when you have enough toxins inside of it, Your body will react and make you shit, piss and vomit anything that is too toxic inside of you.
If you don't pass out, You'll be awake all night feeling like ass.
This form of suicide only works if you do it about a month long and you have to stop eating too.
After a while you can't get food inside of you.
Even if you try.
You'll feel an unexplainable anxiety that does not stop.
Losing your brain is the best, and the most sane think to do.
I mean who gets so stupid to be Oscar Wilde and or shakespeare.
As far as I know most alcohol poisoning deaths have to do with drowning in vomit.
Some of them are Hypothermia it happens to be in the winter, it depends where you are and what date it is.
For so long. I just wasn't able to die that way. I couldn't swallow anything the day after.
My throat was so sore out of vomiting so much.
A nice way to loose weight.
I got so hot, hahahehe.
I haven't been thinking of death for a while.
