Anything I could be but me.

I was fed up with everything, but not.
I am not crippled, So I can't be all fed up. Still the unnaturally of life bugs me.
I am godless but that doesn't bug me.
I am not an atheist. But Still I don't believe children stories.
I Don't believe in your Jesus, Or Your president commander or whatever. There is so much shit now to be  gullible and that scares me. It's not a treat to me but it is for people I love that are more easily suggested.



I wanted to be
something since I was 14. I wanted to be a rockstar. I still do. I Could not find sense in life without music.

Anything I could be but me.

I saw first Mr Angus Young on tv.  Playing guitar. I was 14 and naive, And  when I saw him for the first time on a fucking shitty flea market in Mexico, Some piracy driven sketchy thing.
 I knew I wanted to be that. If I wasn't sure   Mr Iggy Pop Made it dead sure later on.


Im running out of life but not really , Statistics tell you the older you are the less impact you'll have.

What would happen upon my demise. Would I like to be nameless, Raceless, or forgotten. Personally I keep thinking of artist that I envy. Some
Huge examples. Bowie, Reed, Pop, Peter Murphy and all the bauhaus gang.
The Fucking Beatles.


If I don't do anything now, I will die, and Il be Listless. My existence would be forever another cilantro plant in your garden, I really don't want that .


that topic is pretty much done so. Merry christmas.