And That Means What?

I met Christina The other day.
She has been a lot less fun to me lately.
It breaks my heart only halfway though.

She has been on schizophrenic injections lately.
One every month.
She is a lot less crazy therefore a lot less interesting to me.
Yet a lot more Human.
Which makes me feel bad since that would mean I use the mentally diseased for my entertainment and I might Just be one.

When you are on anti schizo injections an obvious side effect is that you cannot get pregnant.
You are sterile.
Bone dry. Maybe would be a good thing, since when I met her, she was too sexual and twisted.

She would scream out loud about fucking babies in the face while pregnant and stuff like that.
I liked that.

She has become too serious since she has been on those injections.
I don't know how to feel.
She has become more sensical, thats for sure.
But at he price of becoming boring to me.
Yet Not savable.

She never understood what Joy Division Was so its all forgiven dear.


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