Crawling Into You

I was all lost, My Keyboard looked all Mean.
And it Looked Like it was Making Fun of Me.
It Said that I wasn't a complete Human.
That I Was Pathetic In the eyes of God.
But It Was A senseless Device Telling Me What To Do.

I Smashed it into The Ground.
And Stepped on it so Hard My Beloved Cat Was Afraid.
Pieces of Plastic Splashed all over.
There is some some kind of Plasticky Circuit Board In it, Where Your Keys live.
Have you ever tried writing without a keyboard?

Thats actually half a lie, since I couldn't write this without a keyboard.
But Have you ever tried to Write on a keyboard Split in two?
I have, It's Hard.
It's a Friday night and she is away.
Which Means you are fucked for a couple of days.
Then Tell Me who is alone or Isolated.

I didn't Wan't to work but the feeling that I didn't have to Comforted Me.
I was on a privileged place.

I just wanted to be in Love, Nothing else mattered.
Well of course stuff matters. You can't always lie about you needing Shelter, Food and Compassion.
Maybe you have dreams, Maybe you wanna party, Travel the world, Be high, be a performer, A filmmaker a musician, a never ending etc.

A something to Justify you. and you being you and to justify what you are and what you feel. Something small to Make you feel Better Than a Piece of Meat That it Exist Just for the Sake of Existence.

Cockroaches Roamed into my mouth.
Crawling into My Mouth As I Slept.
Heart Broken Eaten out By Parasites.


The warmest parasites of the world.